#002 On Needs, Wants and Expectations

I find myself wanting to pursue many things in life with so little time for them all… Some people say it's a good thing to be so passionate and I do see that. But you know, I also feel the burnout that comes from it.

I just * want to do so much! So many avenues and things I can pursue. It can get pretty overwhelming.

Though, I find what works best for me here would be to commit to one thing at a time before moving on to the next. I guess the issue I find from this is that I commit for way too long to something. Maybe I’m just obsessed with quality? 😂 No fucking clue.

Take for example, Staykay

Still lots of things I want to do there, lots of different people and hosts I want to please, so little time to do them all.

I also want to be good at my field, you know? Work on other projects or figure out new technologies that excite me. Probably why I’m trying to build this blog- to be better at writing words (Which I’m still pretty shit at) and to challenge myself technically. (I’ll build that CMS one day. For now I’m just manually uploading to Firebase)

Maybe I need a break. Who knows. All I know is that I’m enjoying my LEGO :)

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